Monday, January 26, 2009

Think about it. Think Think about it.

Nothing is permanent on sands of time.
Nothing, but the memories in heart will remain.
And the images in mind shall forever live.
Nothing will reappear, Nothing will repeat.

Never forget, But dare to dream.
Life will change and it will be better.
Possibly it will be better that before.

Making friends with seagulls and a duck.

I biked down to the pier walkway in Fairhaven this morning and sat next to some seagulls. Its troubling to think of the lives of seagulls, on one hand they seem so relaxed and have no worries but on the other hand all they have been doing this whole time is sitting, sitting, and sitting. What are they doing? Thinking? How am I different from this creature? I feel more like a seagull at this point in my life than a human, sitting, waiting, wondering what is in store for me in the future, what am I supposed to be doing? What is my purpose or do I even have a purpose or am I simply on this world by chance to live for myself? I made a friend he keeps on diving to the bottom, I think in search of food and then comes up, looks at me for a second then repeats. I have a feeling that my new friend is looking at me in the sme way I am looking at him. He seems to be wondering what I am doing just setting here wasting precious time. He is at least diving to get what he wants. I don’t even know what I want, and if I did I doubt I would be diving to the bottom of Bellingham bay to retrieve it. What a crazy ass duck.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Lets live in the forest, Im done with this shit.

Technology and the creation of it, is often referred to in today’s society as the only form of progression, requiring all inventions to be constantly improved. Through my eyes, technology does not always fit this mold, for it is a newfound power constantly abused, and can be a burden. Though it has proved itself worthy in the past as providing easier and more efficient ways of learning. Although the Internet and new media aid us abundantly, this aid is limited. The accelerated life style that our generation possesses is influenced greatly by the vast progression of technology. We are so eager to get out there and experience everything we can, as fast as we can, because nobody really knows what is in store for us, and they want to find out before it is too late. Technology has tormented society in its entirety and has yet to cease. It diverts the attention of students from school work to the abundance of diverse sites on the Internet, latest products and funniest clips with just a click of a button. It also frightens employees by the termination of thousands of jobs appointed to new machines across the country. If anything, I think technology will drive us further away from where we want to be. Technology is capable of providing both goods and evils, but I deeply believe that if our technology continues to progress, that it will eventually degrade our culture, and negatively effect the way we perceive and use technology. The question you need to ask yourself is, how you want to live? Do you want to be tangled up in a meaningless cyber facade, or experience life in a way different from what is now ordinary. Stop and smell the roses, find your passion in life, and try as hard as you possibly can to escape from the technological advancing prison which walls continuously grow thicker and thicker.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Humpty Dumpty N+7

hundredfold dung sat on a wal'op.
hundredfold dung had a great fall
All the kink's horse'less carriages and all the kink's mendelevium
couldn't put Hundredfold together again.

difforent people's sense

Does everyone see, small, taste, touch and hear the same? Or does everyone create there own different way of experiencing life. Theoretically everyone might have to develop their own different mediums for all senses… and how does anybody know? One human soul can only experience their own body and no one else’s.

Parallel Universe

Scientists now believe that we do not only live in a universe but a multiverse. Our multiverse s are no longer believed to be compposed of particles but string like substances that interlink parrallel universes. These difforent worlds originated from the big bang. Each universe is very similar physically but function difforently. For example, in a difforent universe that is connected to ours could have had evolution take a difforent turn and humans would look a little difforent or not even exist... dinosaurs could still be alive in another one, and in a seperate universe the United states might have never seperated from Brittain. This theory blows my mind! is it possible? Anything is possible. What do you think?

After Death

There are an infinite amount of events that could follow our death. Throughout the last couple of months, I have been debating with myself different scenarios that could come of our subconsciouse. Do our minds or souls live on when we die? Do we even have souls or our existence just a combination of experiences and advancements in evolution? People’s views vary depending on whether they look at the world empirically and rationally, or spiritually. However, the world isn’t black and white and in my opinion, it is illogical to have starkly fundamental beliefs. There is no way to know for sure what happens; no one can prove anything for certain. So why kill one another on the theory of a mythological power? It begins to become apparent that the question of an afterlife is incredibly objective. What is true for one man is not necessarily true for another, and definitely not true for the majority. Many of our world societies suffer because of different and intolerant beliefs that were most likely force fed upon them. I have stepped back from a Christian upbringing and really thought to myself about a lot of different views, and I am still not quite sure what I believe in. I have gained new perspectives on the world and believe that I have grown into a better person; not being a follower and actually thinking for myself, I believe I have obtained a better understanding of myself and our universe.
Is it healthier to worry about what happens to you, and maybe follow some random beliefs that makes you feel comfortable or think about life yourself and live life for yourself and for the ones you love?

Good song for this blog post
Oh Jesus, I love You
And I love Buddha too
Ramakrishna, Guru Dev
Tao Te Ching and Mohammed

Why do some people say
That there is just one way
To love You, God, and come to You?
We are all a part of You

You are un-nameable
You are unknowable
All we have is metaphor
that´s what time and space are for

Is the universe Your thought?
You are and You are not
You are many, You are one
Ever ending, just begun

Alright, alright, alright
I love You and Buddha too

Oh Jesus, I love You
And I love Buddha too
Ramakrishna, Guru Dev
Tao Te Ching and Mohammed

Why do some people say
That there is just one way
To love You, God and come to You?
We are all a part of You

Alright, alright, alright
I love You and Buddha too


Oh Jesus, I love You
(I love You, Jesus)
And I love Buddha too
Ramakrishna, Guru Dev
Tao Te Ching and Mohammed

Why do some people say
(I love You, Jesus)
That there is just one way
To love You God and come to You?
We are all a part of You

You are un-nameable
(I love You, Jesus)
You are unknowable
All we have is metaphor
that´s what time and space are for

Is the universe Your thought?
(I love You, Jesus)
You are and You are not
You are many, You are one
Ever ending, just begun

Alright, alright, alright
(I love You, Jesus)
I love You and Buddha too
Alright, alright, alright
(I love You, Jesus)
I love You and Buddha too

And Buddha too, and Buddha
too, and Buddha too
(I love You, Jesus)
And Buddha too, and Buddha
too, and Buddha too
(I love You, Jesus)
And Buddha too, and Buddha
too, and Buddha too
(I love You, Jesus)
And Buddha too, and
Buddha too, oh yeah

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Dimensions: My theory of understaanding time through subconscious

After watching the video Imagining the Tenth Dimension I began to think about the dimensions and haven’t stopped. What if we could live in the fifth dimension! From my understanding of that video we would be able to live life, but each person would have complete control over where they end up in life. You can look way into your life and see what you need to do in the present to live the life you really want. However to this theory I already see some obstacles. Im guessing that if a significant amount of people are living in a fifth dimension world, then wouldn’t these peoples life paths constantly be getting scrambled around due to others changing there own life’s? And what is responsible for time becoming a human sense? How would we ever be able to comprehend the fifth dimension? Or maybe we are actually already in it! Think about this, we don’t use most of our brains and possibly these parts of our brains are responsible for seeing the future. We cant access these parts of our brains in our waking life today but isn’t it possible that our subconscious could be our portal to the fifth dimension? I think this is actually a possible idea, and I might have already had a little taste of this. In elementary school I had a very vivid dream it wasn’t anything really important in fact it the events were sort of bland, However I have remembered it for years now and it really freaked me out last month because everything that occurred in that dream played out in one day. So last month right after this happened I called my friend Cody Gibbons from Wenatchee who is really in to lucid dreaming and has a lot of knowledge in this department, he told me that this has happened to him before as well and to a handful of people he knew. I know this sounds crazy, a portal to the fifth dimension through your dreams but who knows, anything is possible.
If the percentage of our brain that we do not use dose not do this I believe it does have some kind of significant importance not to our day-to-day waking life but to our subconscious life. Maybe dreams are complex puzzles that tell our futures but we as individuals have yet to understand them.

The Invention of Morel

Throughout this book I questioned many of the narrators moves and decisions, mainly comparing them to what I think I would do in a similar situation. I thought that the narrator didn’t necessarily know what he was getting in to when he used morels machine to record his waking life spliced into the original recording. The point behind this machine was to provide a never-ending life for certain people. Except all the characters that where on the island before where happy when recorded, but the narrator simply did it so people would think that him and Faustine where together, not realizing that the thoughts he was having at the time of recording would be the ones he will be having for the rest of time. He will not live forever as Faustine’s lover as he planed but he will live forever just as he was that week with the knowledge that he was just imitating love.
The idea that this machine will make the people recorded live on forever seems a little farfetched and is basically a theory in this book, however the fact that after a subject has been recorded their body or body parts deteriorate makes this seem more plausible in the sense that once your body and soul have been recreated your original can no longer exist. Because if it did then you would be living with two souls, two sets of thoughts, two everything. This would be to much for us to comprehend

Monday, January 12, 2009

Pataphor (apple of my eye)

Last week I met a girl. Ever since she came along I have had this damn apple stuck in my eye. It was only a little bothersome at first but now it has started to rot, and I cannot put up with it any longer.